Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Think

Right now at school, having a lesson. Really not feeling for working on the project I am supposed to.
I will try applying for the gymnasiet today, with my...''English tutor''. My sponsor. We laughed with her so hard just half an hour ago, when she tried to contact my (hopefully) gymnasie-to-be ''rektor'', preparing to talk... she wondered how would she introduce herself - I'm her...amm...mom..no..aunt...uhhh...sponsor? No no...English tutor? That will work when we are there, hopefully today we will be. Cannot wait. Exited, frightened at the same time. I will try calling there, asking when could I come and have a chat.















I wouldn't say I love flower photographs, but this one cought some of my attention. Great color combination between the flowers and the background.
 
 








And that is just something...morning-breezy, fresh... nice picture from Taiwan.

The new nanny we have for my baby brother is awkward. No, incorrect, not she but our ''comunication'' is. She cannot talk any languages I can except russian... and I am not a professional in that. Haha, I can barely call myself even a beginner.
   Today morning she just sat there on our kitchen couch like usual, not reading anything, not texting anything, just sitting there, waiting for the kid to wake up so she can start taking care of him. Odd, I thought. On the other hand, it is positive she can live at the moment. If you will.
   Finally, I want to call the school I will be visiting, now. It is best if I can inform my sponsor about us going there, with her son (because her hubby's not home yet).
   All in all, I slept about eight hours, I didn't receive any E's, I was before-time in the first lesson, I got along with classmates, I am drinking energy drink, I did not over-eat today. I guess I have some sanity today, I feel...good.
   One day at a time, live and let live, and think.
   In one of the books of Al-anon literature it is written about meditation, a half an hour is a good think to do. If you're stressed and in a hurry - an hour. Made me smile and realize how I never follow my daily decisions.

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