Hi, after a very long break. Now, don't mistake me. I don't care about continuing on the blog anymore or about my issue of giving up on unfinished projects... I share this post mainly to get my thoughts out.
It is my inner child or however you prefer to call it, that isn't satisfied today. To deal with myself is hard. I am a little bit numb, a little bit serious... and a little bit weird. Nothing makes me happy or stimulates my senses. I cannot get a book that would satisfy me, the amazing sunshine that would always make my day doesn't make me smile and neither films or series bring any satisfaction. I cannot paint or draw cause it gets me bored, neither can I sleep because...well I can't fall asleep.
What is the issue? I don't have anything planned for today, it might be it. I get sad and panic-like when I don't have some things I know I will do that day. I guess I can make one - will go outside in ten minutes period. And I will go to sleep soon. And I will... write something, maybe.
Feeling: numb, frustrated, calm, uninterested.
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